Let it be....again

I'm writing in red because I am serious. Seriously wanting something amazing to happen... soon. There are so many things that I should be doing right now in my life, that I seem to have lost focus for. I am hoping that my road trip adventure will take care of this drifting passion of mine. A little eye-opening, liberating, spirit-lifting journey never did anyone harm. I am growing weary in this city. I guess its because I have so many people here that I love so dearly, that don't seem to love themselves... and this puts pressure on me to be there for them, even when its not healthy for me. I get pulled down with everyone else so easily. That is one of my biggest flaws. I hope I can settle myself in this wretched town. Find the creative spirit that always seems to allude me while I'm here. A test of great strength. To be strong amongst a family who has chosen to be weak, this is the toughest thing I've ever tried to do. To be a light... that is my only goal.

O yea, Into The Wild is a great book. Completely on my frequency. Great reminder of who we all are inside.

"That man is the richest whose pleasures are the cheapest."

-Henry David Thoreau